Valentine

I have never been a huge fan of Valentines day, I still don’t think that I am, but this year as I am a few thousand miles away from home in an unknown city I kept getting messages on my phone. I got 4 valentine wishes this year… well three, 2 were from the same person. I never used to get any, I’m not complaining by any means, it just made me feel really good today, and today is not the easiest day of the year to feel good. Thank you to everyone that sent me one, I really appreciate it. I hope that all of you felt as good as I did today.

I am strangely amazed by this, I don’t know when this “harem” developed but I like it. I live in a small city where there are very few single, good looking, nice girls around, and somehow I have become friends with all of them. Again I’m not complaining, but I still would rather find a girlfriend instead if girl-friends. I think I am just too picky. It seems that whenever I feel emotionally attracted to a girl, that feeling is never reciprocated. I can’t say that it is not my fault because there is at least one girl that seems to like me but I guess I just don’t feel that way about her. I am trying though, and there may be a few factors that I will not discuss here that may be blocking any feelings toward her, we will see. I am not quite experienced with these emotion things to really know what is going on anyway. All I can do is be honest, that’s the way it is I guess.

I hope everyone had a great Valentines day.